Boredom is a luxury. but I don’t enjoy it. Loneliness is peaceful, but you’ll have no one to share happiness with.
Once you’re tried skipping school, it will get out of hand. It’s fine at first. Nothing changes if you just skip one day. But since nothing changed, you tell yourself it’s okay to skip one more day, and then another, and the days just keep adding up. And before you realize, you’ve already…
The boring everyday gets to me sometimes, but I always get back on my feet, standing strong. No matter how many times the end approaches me, I’ll push my own back forward, keeping me on my feet. If I get lost in the meaning of continuing what to do, I’ll rid myself of those worries and keep myself going forward. Always, the straight edge that draws the outline of my future is made of all the courage I’ve mustered up until today. I’ll climb over the tall wall that I never thought I’d face and continue my journey, going past the vanishing point. This winding road seems to never end, but it is the road I personally chose. I set my tiny dreams on fire, and broke through the dark with its light. Now that I’ve broken down the wall, I can see my sky once more.
Back then, when I was alone, I always wanted to kill myself, in a corner of the classroom where I don’t belong. I was even made to carry sins that I didn’t know of. I felt unfairness and fear. The closed door, if I had courage to talk to you, I would want you to open it if you had the courage. I didn’t notice that just by living, I become your happiness. Thank you for telling me. I understand now; I know the pain. I learnt of a big kindness. Believe in yourself and continue walking. Then you’ll be able to break free from the past. The future depends on yourself. If there is so much meaning to just living, then I can do it; it can be overcome. I won’t lose tomorrow either. Someday, I’ll tell you with a smile, that it’s important to be alive.
